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Regrets Of The Dying

This orignailly was linked to by Tammy over at Rowdy Kittens the story is a reprint from Inspiration and Chai

The article was written by a palliative care nurse who spent years working with people in their final days of their life.  The article struck me strongly and simply had to share.   The nurse  shares the most common regrets at the end of people’s lives as she help them make peace with their own mortality.

I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made.  It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

I wish I didn’t work so hard.

This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.

By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.

I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.

We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.

It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end. That is all that remains in the final weeks, love and relationships.

I wish that I had let myself be happier.

This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice.  They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again.  When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying.

Life is a choice. It is YOUR life.

Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness.

7 Comments
  1. This is wonderful! I will send it to my friends.

  2. Thanks for this. When we found out my husband had only a few months to live, I asked him if there was any place he wanted to go or anything he wanted to do with the time we had left together. He did not. He wanted to be around his children, his family, and his friends. Everything else just fell away. We live in such a hyped-up society it’s hard to believe our needs can be so simple sometimes.

  3. There is a lot of wisdom in these words … maybe some people will read this in time to put the message into action. That is my hope! Thanks for posting this.

  4. Great article Ryan- I really enjoyed it- and it rings so true in conjunction with the joys of simple/light living. Now if I could just give up computers….lol…
    Happy belated New Year too!
    -Deek

  5. This really changed the way I look at life. It is so easy to stress yourself out and lose sight of what is really important in life- especially in the last moments. Thank you so much for sharing!

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